Semua org x boleh lari dari masalah, cabaran n dugaan dalam kehidupan kite sehari-hari. Sesungguhnye segala cabaran n dugaan yg melanda dalam kehidupan harian kiter datang dari-Nya. Dan kiter sebagai hamanye harus terima segala cabaran n dugaan yg diberikan olehnyer dgn tabah dan rasa syukur. Begitu jugak ngn aku. Aku pon der masalah, cabaran n dugaan yg dtg silih berganti. Tp alhamdulillah aku dapat hadapinyer dgn tabah dan sabar. Betol ckp org, x semue cabaran n dugaan hidup dpt kiter harungi dgn tabah dan sabar. Tp bg aku jika masalah tu adalah perkara yg remeh, x perlu kot nk sakitkan kepale otak nk pikirkn psl bnde yg remeh ni. Mase aku di tingkatan 4 & 5 ramai kengkwn aku yg rosak akibat dr masalah yg dorg x dpt settlekn. Contohnyer cm sorg member aku ni nme dier A ( bkn nmer sebena ) aku x atu la citer dier ni betol ker x, but from what he told me that his father kahwin 4. So skrg dier duduk ngn mak kngdung dier kot. Delima A is dier x suke ngn father dier sampikan kalau tulis name penuh pon dier x nk letak nmer father dier. Biler aku tny nper x letak nmer father, dier kater xyah ltk coz aku x ske. And he used this matter as his major problem why he don`t want to study anymore. Until the day of SPM, he didn`t show up.He did told me that he don`t want to sit for the exams n I asked him why. And he said that his mother gave him bout 1k to go n study about music thing. I don`t know. I did scold him for his stupid decision. But what can I do, he has choose his pathway. He don`t even think bout his future. Now I got to know that he is hooked with 'shisha' ( sorry don`t know how to spell ). Omg!!! mudde2 lg dah tejebakngn genjala yg x sihat cm ne. Biler aku fkir2 balik x perlu kot kiter rosakkan mase depan kiter dgn masalah keuarge yg aku rase bole diselesaikan oleh parents kiter sendiri.
Aku pernah duduk n sembang dgn cikgu kesayanagan aku Pn.Azlina. Aku dah anggap Pn.Azlina cm mak aku sndiri. Nk tau kenaper??? coz dari aku form 1 sampi skrg, kalau aku der probs aku akan share dgn Pn.Azlina. Begitu juga sebaliknyer. Kekadg klo Pn.Azlina der probs dier akan share ngn aku. Ok back to the story where I sit n talk to Pn.Azlina. Pn.Azlina bg tau aku yg sekolah skrg bnyk masalah. Bnyknyer student yg bermasalah ni semuenyer aku knl walaupn dorg ni junior aku. Pn.Azlina kater dorg ni bgs bkn x bgs, tp the problem with them is dorg cmporkn personal probs dorg ngn study dorg. So Pn.Azlina mntk oppinion aku. My oppinion is these student shouldn`t mix up their personal problem with their study. Coz it will effect their studies n future. Personally I also hv a family problems and some black history that I can`t share with. But how did I get through it??? The answer is not to mix it up with my studies. And alhamdulillah aku bejaye meharunginyer. Pn.Azlina pon stuju ngn per yg aku lakukn and dier pon lakukan bende yg samer. My sugestion is to all my pepz out there that hv a big problem, first thing to do is try not to get involve with it. But if you are in the problem, try to search a good solution to the problem and never ever mix the probs with ur studier or work.
Heart ,
Q.o.H
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