Eminem - I'm Not Afriad:

[Hook]

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) to take a stand (to take a stand)

Everybody (everybody) come take my hand (come take my hand)

We’ll walk this road together , through the storm

Whatever weather , cold or warm

Just let'n you know that , you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

[Intro]

Yeah , it's been a ride…

I guess I had to go to that place to get to this one

Now some of you might still be in that place

If you're trying to get out , just follow me

I'll get you there

[Verse 1]

You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay ‘em

But you won't take the sting out these words before I say ‘em

Cause ain't no way I'm let you stop me from causing mayhem

When I say I'mma do somethin' I do it, I don't give a damn

what you think , I'm doing this for me , so fuck the world

feed it beans , it's gassed up , if it thinks it's stopping me

I'mma be what I set out to be , without a doubt undoubtedly

And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony

No if , ands or buts don't try to ask him why or how can he

From Infinite down to the last Relapse album he's still shittin'

and whether he's on salary , paid hourly

Until he bows out or he shit’s his bowels out of him

Whichever comes first , for better or worse

he's married to the game , like a fuck you for Christmas

His gift is a curse , forget the earth he's got the urge

to pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the whole universe

[Hook]

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) to take a stand (to take a stand)

Everybody (everybody) come take my hand (come take my hand)

We’ll walk this road together , through the storm

Whatever weather , cold or warm

Just let'n you know that , you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

[Verse 2]

Ok, quit playin’ with the scissors and shit , and cut the crap

I shouldn’t have to rhyme these words in the rhythm for you to know it's a rap

You said you was king , you lied through your teeth

For that fuck your fillings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped

And to the fans , I'll never let you down again , I'm back

I promise to never go back on that promise , in fact

let’s be honest , that last Relapse CD was “ehhhh”

Perhaps I ran them accents into the ground

Relax , I ain't going back to that now

All I'm tryna say is get back , click-clack BLAOW

Cause I ain't playin’ around

there's a game called circle and I don't know how

I'm way too up to back down

But I think I'm still tryna figure this crap out

Thought I had it mapped out but I guess I didn't

This fucking black cloud’s still follow’s me around

But it's time to exercise these demons

These motherfuckers are doing jumping jacks now !

[Hook]

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) to take a stand (to take a stand)

Everybody (everybody) come take my hand (come take my hand)

We’ll walk this road together , through the storm

Whatever weather , cold or warm

Just let'n you know that , you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

[Bridge]

And I just can't keep living this way

So starting today , I'm breaking out of this cage

I'm standing up , I'mma face my demons

I'm manning up , I'mma hold my ground

I've had enough, now I'm so fed up

Time to put my life back together right now

[Verse 3]

It was my decision to get clean , I did it for me

Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you

So I could come back a brand new me , you helped see me through

And don't even realize what you did , believe me you

I been through the ringer , but they can do little to the middle finger

I think I got a tear in my eye , I feel like the king of

my world, haters can make like bees with no stingers , and drop dead

No more beef flinger's , no more drama from now on , I promise

to focus solely on handling my responsibility’s as a father

So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters and raise it

You couldn't lift a single shingle lonely

Cause the way I feel , I'm strong enough to go to the club

Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquor counter up

Cause I'm raising the bar , I shoot for the moon

But I'm too busy gazing at stars , I feel amazing and...

[Hook]

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid) to take a stand (to take a stand)

Everybody (everybody) come take my hand (come take my hand)

We’ll walk this road together , through the storm

Whatever weather , cold or warm

Just let'n you know that , you're not alone

Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

Sahabat...

Aku rase dah dekat sebulan aku x update blog aku en ??? Giler ah... aku bukan x nk update blog aku nih tp lately nih aku bz sesangat... cm x nk banyak lak assignment aku nih . Belambak giler assignment yg kene aku siapkn n due date sumenyer dlm bln 5 nih kot . And biler dah habis submit sumer assignment... final exam lak... adoiyai !!! Agak tension disitu... ok lah aku x nk bebel bebanyak pasal per activity aku . Yg aku nk share ngn korg is bout satu perubahan yg isyaallah bakal dan sudah berlaku ke atas hidup aku.

Hahaha... nk tau per perubahannyer ??? Haaa... Tunggu dan lihat . Alhamdulillah kepada Allah kerana telah pertemukan aku dgn seorang insan yg bernama SAHABAT. Insan yg bernama SAHABAT ini telah sedarkan aku dr terus lalai dgn kemewahan duniawi . Aku pon x tau cm ner aku bole berubah kearah kebaikan . Tetapi per yg aku ingat... SAHABAT ni secara perlahan perlahan mendekat dirinyer ngn aku n bnyk kongsi segala pengetahuan agamanyer dgn aku . Aku pon ader jugak pengetahuan agama cz dulu sekolah agama tp x pratikkan jer dlm kehidupan seharian aku tu yg bole lalai tuh .

SAHABAT ni jugak banyak kasi aku bacer blog blog tentang agama terutamanye tajuk yg berkaitan solat dan menutup aurat . Dr situ aku secara perlahan-lahan aku cuber untuk berubah . Dan alhamdulillah aku berjaya . Selain dari kongsi pengetahuan agama dgn aku SAHABAT ini juga x lokek nk kasi aku koleksi album nasyid dier ngn aku . Jujur aku katakan dulu mse zaman sekolah menengah aku merupakan ahli kumpulan nasyid n mmg aku layan lagu lagu nasyid cume x selalu layan la . Tp setelah aku mula dgr balik lagu lagu nasyid... jujur aku ckp ngn korg... satu ketenangan kot biler dgr nasyid. Dan drp lagu nasyid la aku dpt hidayah untuk berubah .

Sampai der classmate aku ckp “ ko dh nk mati ker??? Asyik dgr lagu nasyid jer ” tp aku gelak jer... n aku ckp “ bgs per kalo kiter ingat mati n kalo satu hari nnt kalo aku nk mati... biler kau asyik tgk aku dgr nasyid jer ko dh tau yg aku nk mati” .

Ye... mmg kalo org tgk aku... org x cayer org cm aku nih dgr lagu nasyid. Tp ini lah hakikatnyer... pada hari ahad lepas 9.5.2010... aku suarakan hasrat aku tuk pakai tdg... dan insan yg bernama SAHABAT ini amat bangga dgn perubahan yg bakal aku lakukan. Dan aku pon x sabar tuk lakukan perubahan tu... “ ya allah ya tuhanku... terima kasih kerana KAU telah pertemukan aku dgn insan yg bernama FARHANA ZULKIFLI sesungguhnya aku amat bersyukur kerana bertemu dan berkawn dgnnnyer ya allah... sesungguhnya hanya kau sahaja yg dpt membalas segala jasa baik yg telah dilakukan olehnyer terhadap ku ya allah... amin ”. Kepada FARHANA ZULKIFLI... terima kasih kerana kau telah bangkitkan aku agar x terus lalai.

Betol ckp ko setiap kecantikan,kekayaan & kepandaian itu merupakan satu ujian yg diturunkan oleh allah kepada hamba-NYA untuk diuji. Dan ketiga – tiga ‘ K ’ ini dosen’t last long. Jd kepada member member aku yg ader salah satu drp ‘ K ’ ni atau ader ketiga – tiga ‘ K ‘ ni harap anda tidaklah RIAK. Sesungguhnya untuk kehilangan ‘ K ‘ ini amatlah mudah dgn hanya ditariknya SATU nikmat... maka hilanglah ‘ K ‘ ini tuk selama – lamanya... Ayuh kite same same renung renungkanlah dan semoga kiter same same cuber tuk berubah tuk jd lebih baik insyaallah...

KLIBF (Kuala Lumpur International Book Fair)

Hari ni merupakan hari yg penat gler!!!Let's see......

8.30 am : Bertolak frm Muadzam Shah to KL . It takes bout 4 - 5 hrs to reach KL .

13.15 pm : Reached KL with a happy face of course . Teruskan perjalanan frm hentian putra ke The Mall tuk carik toilet cz da x thn sesngt nk tekucil . Da abis buat ' business ' kat toilet... kua tunggu my mom kat dpn McD . Lps da amik duit frm my mom terus jln masuk PWTC .

14.00 pm : Masuk PWTC dgn hati yg GIRANG cz da x saba nk beli bnyk buku... Huhuhuhu... Sekali bler sampai jer kat dlm tuh x jmper lak jln nk masuk exhibition hall. Bapak tension gler kot aku . Bole plk Pak Cik Rela tuh suh wat satu pusingan besa tuk masuk exhibition hall... Mmg cm bangang!!! dh la aku tgh penat dgn panasnyer lg bole lak suh maen pusing pusing... gler tul pak cik rela tuh . x der otak kot.

14.30 : Agak agak da 30 min pusing carik jln masuk finally dpt gak masuk hall tuh . Pe lg??? mulekn pencarian anda! hahahahahaha!!! best gler aku terus pg 4th floor tuk carik buku rujukan for Macroecomonic, Business Management , Acadamic skills n Critical Thinking . Tp malangnyer aku x jumper pon . Yg aku dpt pon buku rujukan for sub Critival Thinking jer... Itupon aku beli kat sec Cambridge University .

16.30 pm : Kner thn ngn mak cik frm Linguaphone . Linguaphone is a company that supply learning english device . Dier membebel cm mak nenek kat situ sampai satu jam kot!!! bapak tension gler aku!!! habis upset sumer plan .

17.30 pm : Masuk Karangkrafnyer hall kononnyer nk jmper penulis buku... tp penulis tu x der... so tunggu per lg blah ar!!! .

18.00 pm : Kua frm Pwtc and terus g the mall balik cz lapa thp gaban kot . g mkn kat KFC . Wohooo suker gler kau . Cz da lamer x mkn KFC kot.

18.15 pm : Tgh menikmati makanan... Tetiber der bro ni dtg kat table kiterorg... aku ingtkan nk amik kursi sblh aku . Rupe rupenyer nk jual Perfume... So bler da dgr dier ckp ckp aku pon beli la sebotol perfume tu...

19.00 pm : Pegi station KTM nk balik BSD... da beli ticket so tunggu la kete api dtg. Bout 3 mins jer kete api da sampai . Aku nmpk kete api tu tulis nk g Sentul... aku luper lak yg aku sepatotnyer amik train ke Rawang... Tp dgn confident nyer aku naek la train tuh . Skali tarin tuh benti kat Sentul . A... mmg aku mengelabah kat situ x tau per nk wat da oh . Yg aku tau aku nk tunggu jer dlm train tuh . so aku pon tunggu la dlm train tuh ngn member aku...

20.00 pm : Train yg frm Sentul ni pon gerak balik ker Putra . Sampai kat Putra aku turun balik cz nk tunggu for next train ke Rawang .

20.12 pm : Time nih mmg time kemucak kot . Nk tau keneper??? Haaa... meh aku nk citer... Bler aku nmpk jer train nk ke Rawang... aku ngn menber aku pon cpt cpt lari tunggu kat dpn pintu ktm tuh . Tp manusia kat dlm ktm tuh ramai nk mampos kot ! Aku pon per lg... bler pintu ktm tu bukak jer aku tolak member aku suh dier masuk lu . Bler dier da masuk aku pon cuber la nk masuk... tp malangnyer i can't fit in cz ramai sngt org . Then alarm da bunyi tnde pintu akn tutup . So member aku cpt cpt tarik tgn aku suh masuk tp x muat so aku lpskn tgn aku n biakn dier kt dlm ktm tuh . Dier pon per lg cuak kebebeh la... Aku lak dh pasrah cz bole catch up a nxt train . But member aku tu la cuak skit . So aku po cpt cpt tekan balik button hijau yg ader kat pintu train tuh . Akhirnyer pintu tu tebukak jugak . Then dier terus tarik aku masuk dlm... Nasib baek la muat muat jer aku masuk dlm train tuh . Fuh!!!

20.45 pm : Akhirnyer aku sampai jugak kat Bsd . Pergh!!! best gler kot dpt balik umah . Mmg pas tu aku nk tdo puas puas ! Hahahahaha!!!

Hari Bengang SEDUNIA!!!!!!

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Ari ni merupakan ari yg paling aku x suker . Cz ader beberaper org yg wat aku bengang gler . Cam sial jer .

1st aku tau ar ko tu bdk pandai… final ari tuh ko dpt 3 pointer… tp x perlu kot ko riak ngn org . mcm la ko tuh hebat sngt . Aku tau ark o nk amik course finance mser degree nnt . Ta x pyh ar nk bajet yg ko suker sngt subject finance !!!. Ha pagi ptg siang mlm asyik mengadap buku finance jer . Konnnyer ko mmg suker sngt ngn subject tuh !!!. Sampai sumer tuto aku ko nk wat pehal ??? Agak agak ar wey… aku pon nk study gak!!! Aku pon nk dpt gak 3 pointer cm ko tp x perlu la nk kacau study aku . Sampai per yg aku wat ko nk tau . X sempat aku nk jwb soklan tuto aku ko dah nk wat . Itu agak kurang aja la nmernyer . Tlg la respect hak org . Aku tau ar ko nk success dlm konyer course tp hormat org keliling ko . Ko tau ak aku tension kot bler tgk ko asyik study finance jer ??? Aku x tenteram kot !!! Pergh !!! Tensionnyer !!! Cm rse nk lempang , sepak , tumbuk n selage mcm kot . MENYAMPAH geler aku !!! Kalu ko rse ko tuh dah hebat sngt… pegi la kwn ngn budak PC . Aku nk tgk gak ko standing x ngn dorg . Siap pandang rendah kat bdk section aku lg . Tah la… aku pon da x tau per nk wat ngn hamba allah yg sorg nih . Makin aku knl dier makin aku menyampah ngn dier . Makin aku x paham ngn perangai dier . Adoyai!!!

Ya allah ko sedarkn lah kwn aku yg masih x sedar diri tuh .

Amin…

moge moge ko cpt sedar . Kalo ko x sedar gak aku x tau la per nk wat lg . tinggal satu jer la carenyer… aper carenyer ???

A lu pikir la sendiri .

Muker

This week mmg aku bosan gler . Da x atu per nk wat . Evethough aku der beberaper tuto yg nk kne siapkan tp aku x der mood lg nk wat . my esok kot bru aku nk wat . Lps abis clz aku wat . Hahahahahaha .

Skrg nih aku tgh maen maen amik gamba ngn effect muke yg pelik pelik kot . Kelaka gler oh n hudoh nk mampos muker masing masing . Nnt aku upload pic tuh . Cfrm korg mesti gelak cm gler nyer n sakit perot cz pic tuh mmg lawak kot . Serious aku x tipu .

on9 shopping???

Have u ever heard bout online shopping ??? of course u do right .

cz online shopping is getting fame these days . so aku n roomeate aku pon try la on9 shopping nih . n rase nikmat on9 shopping ...

hmmm... aku ingtkn best sngt padahal... penat nk mampos . cz korg kne duduk mengadap lappy korg jer . then kne pandai carik blog yg jual harga bj ngn harga yg bepatutan . mmg bgs on9 shopping nih . bt bg aku... aku lebih suker shopping yg jln jln kat shopping mall . cz kter bole try bj yg kiter suker , then bole wat perbandingan ngn cepat n dpt brg tuh on the spot . kalo on9 shopping... kiter x bole nk try bj yg kiter suker, then kalu salh size x bole tuka, pastu bj x bole dpt on the spot, lg satu ssh nk wat perbandingan . huhuhu... so bg anda anda yg suker on9 shopping cube pk pk kn lah per yg aku ckpkn nih . selamat b`pk . (^_^)

Dangdut!!! Hahahahaha

Memandangkan minggu ni sume student degree cuti... so Uniten ni start sunyi n sepi . Just tinggal student foundation jer . iaitu aku dan kengkwn . so da x tau per nk wat mlm nih... pas quiz ptg td... aku n housemate aku balik umah n rest jap . Bout 8.30 kiterorg kua g fc tuk mkn . lapa kot . hahaha . abih jer mkn... kiterorg lpk kat lua jap amik angin mlm . sambil amik angin mlm kt lua tuh aku ,farhana n fara nyanyi n menari lagu Girls Generation kot . hahahaha best gler . tp... kterog x dance lme ar kat bwh tuh... segan kot nnt bdk2 ni nmpk... so kterog sambung kat dlm bilik . wah mmg best kot dpt menyanyi n menari tnpa halangan! hahahahaha . da abis melalak aku amik lagu frm lappy fara . x sangke lak dier der simpan bnyk lagu lme2 . so aku pon aper lg... amik jer la . mentang mentang la pendrive aku 4GB so laju jer lagu yg aku transfer tuh . hahahaha sambil transfer kteorg lyn DANGDUT kot . Wooo!!! mmg x bole blh... hepening gler kot . hahahaha . ni da kul 2 pagi... tp aku x tdo tdo lg... mne xnyer dok lyn dangdut lg... jap g kot aku g tdo . agak agak da mate ni x larat bru tutup . huhuhuhu .